::The Day::

Peeps....

So many times I wanted to update my blog, but courses everywhere hinder part of my mission...and when I got back in the office, a lot more things need to be done..I should have wrote something everyday or every week, but I didn't...

But today, I wanted to share something..A day when I realized (really realized) that my life as a student is really over now that I got my scroll and I won't be heading back to UTP for any solid reason at all anymore..I know that some would say, 'You can be a student again anytime' but as far as I concerned, I'm still uninterested in doing so...That day when I reached UTP for my graduation ceremony, God! I hardly recognized UTP anymore...A lot have changed for the past 8 months I guess, and who knew what would have changed if I did not come to UTP for another one year...That day, I felt that I'm not part of the campus life anymore....It's a mix feeling if you ask me..Proud to be a history of that university, and sad to let go of my student's life...I learnt so many things about life there...So many ups and downs..so many great friends...

I just wished that I had a lot more time to talk, have fun with my friends who are still there (including juniors)..but the convocation pre-event and event itself drained a lot of my time..To be able to gather the whole batch at one time is a great achievement considering everyone has their own life now and won't have much time to meet again....It's sad to say goodbye to friends who stood there for the past 5 years, and deep in my heart I knew that, there will be a few people who I will hardly meet in the next 5-10 years...However, I always wish for their well being and just hope that I'll bump into them anywhere anytime in the future...

That day, watching my juniors perform in theater, dance, gamelan, again I realized, how much I miss being part of this whole cycle again...running to meet end date of assignments, projects, but still got time to join dance, theater, gamelan...I still can't believe that I can get away with that...Fuhhh~~ I'm proud to say that, I leave UTP with a bunch of talented young people filling in the footsteps that we left behind...A huge thanx for every group that I've joined in UTP for making my quick trip in UTP, a memorable and warm experience....

I'm gonna miss UTP very much and it wil always be a special place for me and I want to keep it forever in my heart... I'm gonna miss all my friends, teachers, my lil bros and siss there and I want you guys to know that my love is unconditional...It's been an honour to meet and be a part of everyone's life...To my lil bros and siss, who read this, do your best in everything that you do...If you choose that path, don't hesitate but work very hard to accomplish it...University life is not all about study..trust me on this.....mingle around...make friends....Although I didn't win any of the coveted awards during the convocation (I was a bit frustrated to be frank~) but then I realized, I won actually....I have a lot of friends in UTP that one day I can proudly say, I know him/her....I think this is the best award ever!! To be a part of the huge family....

Guys (you know who you are!)....Keep in touch with me....I love every one of you...Thanx for making my 5 years in UTP a great experience and awesome time~~