iT hUrTs

Nothing Lasts Forever

Though We Want It To

The Road Ahead

Holds Different Dreams

For Me And You

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts In Your Heart

Is The Only Way For Destiny

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts

Is The Only Way Now For You And Me

Oh It's The Hardest Thing To Say

I Miss Your Love In Every Way

So Say Goodbye

But Don't You Cry Because True Love Never Dies

The lyrics up there pretty much sum up what I feel rite now. Saying goodbye is what we do everyday, but to say this 'goodbye' word after a while could be hard just for everyone...

5 years spending your time with friends and making up habits(good and bad) totally consume you..Biler dah habis belaja sume, it seems unreal that you wouldn't be able to do that anymore in the near future..Right now I'm thinking: "What would life be without running through your timetable for the next class, what would it feel not able to chit chat with your friends during lecture, what would life be without DC++, movies, musics, gossips, time-out in Ipoh"....Fuhhh... Too many things yang dah biasa buat and now you have to start all over again planning a new lifestyle...

We did it once after SPM...Adjusting a new phase of our life as university student...But this time around the aura is just different..You are no longer student, whatever you do next will have a big consequence to your future career and so on...Bukan la maksud nya time dulu you dont think about this, but the responsibility is bigger..You put your life at stake...Student life is pretty much still dependable, whether on your parents, lecturers, sponsor..Tapi this time around, you decide your own way...You nak kerja and gain money, pangkat..It's all in your hands..Rasa sgt berat..Don't know if I'm ready for that, but have to face it, sooner or later...

I'm gonna miss student's life badly..Serious s**t!..huhuh...Miss all the people surrounding me for the past 5 years, miss all the memories...I'm really sad rite now...Feel so lonely...Sekarang nih suma org dah balik and God knows what they are doing rite now...hihihi...I'm still here, mumbling, flashing all the past memories in my head...If only I could turn back the time, and stay around with my friends for a while..just enough time to say I love and appreciate them so much...But life must go on I guess...you can't be on a spot and not going anywhere..The least you can do is moving on but cling to the memoirs of your journey..It will help you in the future(that's what I believe)...

To all my friends out there, I LOVE and gonna MISS each and everyone of you so much..Thanks for the friendship, advises,love, care, protection,jokes and many more...You guys make me the way I am today, bubbly, fresh, and motivated person...There's nothing in this world that I would have replace it with your friendship...Hope to see you guys soon and god bless all of you.....